Inside my head.

I really get annoyed with things way too easily. It’s kind of driving me insane.

yeah, it’s been raining for awhile.

The little things you do make it impossible for me to let you go.
Sometimes, I hate you for it.



:/

So, the past few days I really haven’t been feeling well. I stayed home from school on Thursday to try to feel better to go all day today. Yesterday I hungout with my mom and we went to the store, all I wanted was some of those damn keebler elf cookies that are shaped like elves, alas, Walmart didn’t have any. So we just did a little bit of grocery shopping, came home and watched some tv. I got about two hours of sleep last night and had to be up for school around 6am. School was pretty fun, I finally got my hair cut, I dig it. I’ll post a photo when I’m not out of it. Here my friends, is where the comedic irony of my life comes in.

My mom knew how terrible I’ve been feeling lately so while I was at school she cleaned my entire room, even my bathroom. Neatly placed all my shoes along the end of my bed and made it really great. She wanted to surprise me when I got home. My room was pretty spotless. Well…I went into my closet and sliced my fricken foot on a piece of broken ceramic. I somehow cut two slices into my baby toe and a scrape on my actual foot. It didn’t really hurt but I knew I hit it, then I looked down and to my surprise the entire side of my foot was covered in blood, literally dripping. So I hobbled over to the bathroom and tried to clean up, dripping blood all over my freshly cleaned carpet and tile floor in my bathroom. I couldn’t for the life of me to get it to stop bleeding so I hobbled back to my bed to get the first aid kit from my purse that had one bandaide left. That poor, poor bandaide didn’t stand a chance, it soaked up with blood and became worthless immediately. So…hobbled around my room some more, foot still heavily bleeding. I managed to tie a bandaide around to hold the bleeding. Gave in and hopped to the living room saying “uhhh…mom, I kinda sliced my foot open, can ya help me?” I was really more concerned about me messing up all the stuff she just cleaned. I started crying, I’m not sure why, probably a mix between the mass amounts of blood on my floor, face (still a mystery), bathroom, lack of sleep and messing up of the freshly cleaned room. Anywho, I calmed down and the bitch was still bleeding. It really looked like I was going to have to go get stitches…on my damn toe. Luckily, it stopped bleeding and I had to lay with my foot elevated up while my mama went to the store to get my some neosporin and more bandaides. She comes home and doctors up my nearly numb toe and cleans everything up. After about 30 minutes with my foot elevated I get up and walk around. I sit back down after making sure it wont start bleeding again and my mom knocks on my door and comes in with a drink and FRICKEN ELF COOKIES. She really is the cutest sometimes.

The irony is, my mom hasn’t cleaned my room since I was about 7 and the one time she does…I bleed all over the damn place.

It’s been a very eventful week. I started cosmetology school this Tuesday and I have to say, it’s one of the best decisions I’ve ever made. I’m so happy when I’m there. I don’t even mind getting up at 6:30am on Saturdays, it makes the day go by so fast and it’s just so much fun. Today in particular is one of the best days I’ve had in a long long time. We did roller sets in class and I have to say I rocked at them. I got the hang of it really quickly and they turned out very nice if I do say so myself ^_^.

Here are some photos.

I’m proud of the outcome, especially since it was my first time doing a set. It’s such a great atmosphere being at school. After I hungout with Sarah for the entire day, it was so nice just having fun and not really doing anything. We got some tacos and went back to my house. On the way home from school my phone decided to tell me I had a voicemail, didn’t tell me I had any missed calls or anything. So I listen to it and it was from Dani calling from Bamboozle. Of course I immediately call her back and she told me to answer my phone next time. When she calls back she had Topher from The Bigger Lights call me. It was seriously one of the nicest things anyone has ever done for me and it meant so much. Shout out to Dani, I love you<3. That was seriously the icing on the cake for the day, especially after having my little heart ripped out and ran over by a steam roller then picked at by buzzards earlier this week. Also slamming my head so hard on my wall on accident I knocked myself out. I literally don’t remember anything after hitting it and then waking up, it still hurts a little but the swelling has gone down quite a bit. I’m hoping today is just the first of a string of them. If things go as planned a lot of exciting things are coming up. Well, three or so. But they all involve things I love, people I love and seeing Toria a few times, which has been lacking.

Pretty sure that’s all for now. I’m getting sleepy. This is by far my longest post in here I do believe and I hope it isn’t too scatterbrained. I have a fancy new comment button. So I wouldn’t hate it if you used it.

Lovelovelove<3